Tuesday, October 30, 2007


Sit outside at dusk...

And just look around. At everything, and then at nothing.

You'll realize that you're insignificant.

And your problems don't mean shit.

If it makes you sad and contemplative - then it worked.

If it makes you happy that there's more out there - it's done the job.

As long as it makes you feel something.....

And when you go back inside....

The problems will be waiting.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Oh, Jebus....

I am a zombie.

Lack of sleep and emotional confusion can cause that. I go through the day without fully realizing what the hell I'm doing. I can see things without seeing them, hear thing without hearing them, and be places that I'm not really at.

But zombies eat brains. I eat Big Macs.


Tuesday, October 9, 2007

The bad luck keeps rolling along, and pickin' up speed...

Maybe it's just me. Maybe I choose to have a bad luck life. All I know is that when it rains, it pours... and lately this flood is about ready to drown me. It starts with the boyfriend of three years calling it quits out of nowhere. Heart-breaking? Yes. The end of my problems? No. Not even close.

After that, it seems like everything just had to go bad. Car breaking down, sickness, insane money problems, family issues, friend conflicts. Every aspect of my life has just broken down and spilled all over the floor. I feel helpless, hopeless, and completely alone. Will someone PLEASE tell me that it all means something, and that a good turn will finally come? I'm tired of pretending to be fine in front of everyone... I'm not fine.

And who will I blame for all of this? Hmm... how 'bout the ex? Well he started it, didn't he?
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